Monday, August 31, 2009

Little Brother

31st August was the Malaysia's Birthday,
31st August my brother was going back to his hostel,
from 31st August there's only left 2 more days to the date i will go back to Canada,
the date when i'm going to leave my beloved family and friends for a year more..(if i'm going back again next year)

I don't know why suddenly i miss my brother so much..maybe he's the ONLY one brother that i have in my life..

Yesterday, we laughed together..
yesterday, we listened to the song together..
yesterday, we played the PS2 together..
yesterday, we watched movie together..
yesterday, he asked me maths and i taught him..
yesterday, he sat by my side and watching me surfing the internet..
yesterday, we slept late at night coz we didn't want to face the 'tomorrow'..
yesterday, he woke me up in the morning..

My lovely little brother, i wish you don't wake me up that morning coz i hate to face the day which we have to go far apart. I love you so much little brother and good luck for your coming PMR. I always pray for you and see you again next year!

p/s: while i'm typing this entry, the phone is ringing and i'm running upstairs to pick up the phone. I really thought my brother was calling but there's no one answered. i'm really upset coz i miss you so much little brother=(

Friday, August 28, 2009

He changed!

Hey guys! Now I'm back and sorry for not writing the blog for a long time. Maybe i'm busy spending my time at home with my family as my holidays will be ended soon..erm maybe for 4 more days..huh quite sad to leave my family and friends over here. Orite now without wasting any time, i'm going to continue with my first new entry after a long pause.

Last Monday, after having 'sahur' and performing Subuh prayer, Mr.F sent me a message just asking me what am i doing at that time and i just replied him. His friend told me before that he liked me and he seemed jealous when his friend was chatting with me. But i just took it for granted as i didn't know his true feeling and one more thing it was hard for me to believe that he's going to like me since we had a fight before when he started to mock me. He was the one who i hate last time. But i didn't realize since when we were getting back together as good friends and had a tendency to share our problems together. Back to the time when he sent me messages, i couldn't believe that a guy who full of egotism had changed to a guy who liked to tell the truth about his feeling. Besides, he was an ignorant guy when i first knew him but he changed to a caring character. Huh what on earth that make this guy changes a lot! Maybe we seem to like each other but i do not know wheather he is the Mr.Right in my life. So i just let it be and may God decides who's the Mr.Right. Just look n see...


p/s: Nway "Selamat Berpuasa dan menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak" to all my Muslim friends. Not to forget, "Happy Becoming Birthday,Malaysia!"..31st Aug 1957 tarikh kemerdekaan Malaysia ke-52..Love you Malaysia!!! Yeah saya anak Malaysia!=)