Trust Your Gut!

All this while, I just used my brain to judge something that happened in my life. Judging by brain normally dealing with logical and reality. I tend to believe something until it happens right in front of my eyes. As easy saying, everything that happens should have proofs and it is just like the police investigation that requires proof to sentence a criminal. Engineering is also a subject that uses scientific knowledge to solve problem in life and that knowledges have their own reason for happening. As a future engineer, I used a lot of logical thinking based on the reason and proof.

Till then I realized something that human beings had that were not in any other creatures.INSTINCT..yeah that's what i forgot!! We are bestowed with hearts and instincts. Sometimes, there are several situations in life that need us to use heart and instinct instead of just brain alone. When there are something bad will be happened, we can feel it by our hearts as an early indication. Just like it gives us an early signal. But most of the time, we are confused whether what we feel is right or maybe it is just a feeling. Then, the brain will play its role to judge whether what we feel is right or false. And in this situation, me my self always experience that kind of problem and i will end up trusting my brain instead of my instinct. I always think that instinct is something that is unsure and brain will decide whether it is rational or irrational. Yeah that's right and that's what brain actually for..But most of the time when i got instinct on something, the real thing would happen. When I forced my brain to deny what my instinct said, my heart felt so uneasy as there was something true about my instinct. Finally, I found out what my instinct said before was totally what was happening. Alhamdulillah I've made the right decision on it. Lately, the same thing happened to my friend and she told me that she got some bad feeling on something and it ended up that bad thing was actually happened.

Therefore, what I wanna say here is learn to trust your gut. Human being and universe are actually connected and that's the power of universe! We should be grateful of our amazing creation. As far as i heard, girls had higher level of instincts compared than guys. So use it for your own goods=P

Don't afraid to try!

Life is interesting. Sometimes you might think that you couldn't achieve something that you want and it was almost impossible. But who knows better than God does. One day you feel so sad, but happiness awaiting you the next day. One day you lose hope, the next day you gain back your strength and be more confident in life. One day you lose someone that you truly love, but the next day you meet a person that is much better than the previous one. To start the change, we need to go through the first step. Everybody is afraid of taking the first step because we are not daring to try as we afraid of the unexpected outcome. But can we know the outcome if we don't try at all? The answer is totally a big NO! Instead, we might lose the chances if the outcome is satisfying. But yeah we might escape too if the outcome is disappointing. But do we want to waste a good chance just because of our lack of confidence and being afraid to try? Still we do not know the final outcome unless we try. So it worth trying to achieve what we want in life, also to pursue a better way of life!

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke-53 to Malaysia!

Aku bersyukur dilahirkan sbg rakyat Malaysia, hidup dlm aman dan damai

Bebas dari sebarang peperangan..tidak seperti rakyat Palestin yg hidup dlm ketakutan sentiasa.

Kaya dgn pelbagai jenis makanan..tu yg membuatkan aku sgt rindu pada Malaysia bila berada di oversea..makanan mmg paling superb..xde kat negara2 lain..

Pada masa yg sama, rakyat Pakistan pula terpaksa hidup dlm kelaparan akibat banjir yg teruk..

Kekurangan makanan dan air yg bersih punca segala penyakit

Sebagai rakyat Malaysia, aku rasa sgt bersyukur sebab beraneka makanan boleh dapat di bulan puasa ni especially kat Bazaar Ramadhan..

Murtabak, ayam percik, nasi lemak, kuih muih, pelbagai jns air..semuanya ade kat situ..

Sebut je nak makan ape..mmg semua ade..

Walau bagaimana pun, aku rase pelik dengan karenah sesetangah rakyat Malaysia

Yang seolah2 tidak pernah bersyukur atas ape yg kita ade skang

Umat Islam pun sudah tidak bersatu..sehinggakan hal politik pun dicampur adukkan dengan hal agama...apa lagi yg kita rasa x cukup dengan apa yg kita kecapi skang ni??

Nak makan senang je, nak kuar jalan2 pon selamat je..education pon at high level..

Why not semua rakyat Malaysia bersatu...sama2 membangunkan negara ke mata dunia..bukannya berpecah dan bergaduh serta menghasut pd benda2 yg berbaur perkauman..

We should respect all people around us including their religions and traditions.

We as Malaysian should be grateful on what we have achieved now. Independence is not something that is easy to be achieved. Many people sacrificed in order to achieve independence.

Therefore, we as the new generation should be proud on what we have and all races should live in perfect harmony. The country's future is in our hands. Let us be together! Together we stand, divided we fall.

I LOVE MALAYSIA!!!

Stress? Try soothing music!

Have you ever tried listening to "soothing or relaxing music"?

Try once and you will feel more relax and away from all the problems you may have.

Close your eyes and try to clear your mind from everything for a while.

Listen to the music and feel the peaceful of it.

Let all your problems gone.

This kind of musics are good for meditation and will wash out all your stress away

I simply love "In The End" by Linkin Park..try to search the soothing music type and it's just wonderful or just click on the link above.

Plus, don't forget the only God and pray to Him. InsyaAllah you will feel much more peaceful and relax. =)

The Beauty of LONDON,UK

Tower of London

Queen Victoria Memorial

London Tower Bridge

Brighton Pier Beach

Using panoramic view on sony cybershot

Oxford University

Oxford again!

Sorry guys for not updating the blog for quite a long time. Kinda busy with the holiday=p

Above are several photos when i was in London..The rest would be uploaded in Fb;)

Staying in London for a week was a wonderful experience. Even the stay was kinda short but I was extremely happy as I managed to visit all the places of interest. Visiting Oxford University was among the amazing moment that I will never forget. Same goes to other beautiful places. Thanks to my aunty for showing and also brought me to a lot of places. I just couldn't forget these lovely and sweet memories for my entire life!

Simply A Song

If You're The One <--click here to listen:)

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

One Evening...

Pergi Jalan-jalan Cari Makan last Saturday
We ate at Thai Memory Restaurant in Hamilton
Rindu gler nk makan makanan ala2 Malaysia nie
Luckily there was a Thai restaurant here and the food was so yummy..hehe
Macam2 ade kat situ..100% thai style of cooking
My menu on that day were:

• Kerabu mangga
• Tom Yum Seafood
• Pulut bersama mangga (fyi, pulut durian pon ade...hehe)
• Air kosong je sbb ianya free and menyihatkan

Here are some pictures, snapped by my new camera=)


Decoration semua dibawa khas dari Thai (kata tuan punya restaurant la)


Kerabu mangga (Mango salad)



Pulut Mangga ( Mango and Sticky Rice)


After eating, pergi lepak2 sekejap..
Meet new girl and guy friends
They were so nice and caring
The girl saw me sitting alone while waiting for my friend..she was a white girl
She left her boyfriend and suddenly walked directly towards me
"Why ur sitting here alone? Where is your friend? It's dangerous here..it's ok i will sit here with you till your friend comes okay!"
OMG....aku sangatlah terharu dan finally she helped me searching my friend yang telah hilang ntah ke mana coz my friend was searching her friend who just came.
I felt so grateful...that girl was trying to ensure I was safe there even she didn't know me at all.
Selalunya orang x kan peduli and kisah pasal orang lain..especially to stranger yg kte x kenal
But this girl really2 made me touched...
I hugged her and said thanks to her when i found my friend...What a nice girl she is!
Then, one more guy came to me
" Where is your friend? I feel upset to see you sitting here alone"
Awww...sgt terharu sekali lagi..nape semua org tbe2 sangat caring masa tu?
Tibe2 dpt new friends masa tu...2 guys and 2 girls!
Nice to be friend with all of u even just for a moment.
That was the best memories for me!
You guys really make me happy again
After i was a little bit out of mood searching my friend as i felt so lost at that time!
Nvm, just forget all that!
The main thing was i really enjoyed it and thanks to all who made my day wonderful!=)

Simply Got Everything I Wish For!

Last Sunday, I just got a brand new and super cool sony cybershot camera!

I love the design, style and the perfect function!
Totally loveee it!!!!!

This is the latest Sony Cybershot DSC-TX5 and some of the cool features are:

• waterproof, shockproof,dustproof!
• 100% touch screen
• great low light shot without flash
• sweep panorama mode where you can scan through angle of 257 degree in just one shot
  
• take 10 photos in one second or just one click
• record and upload HD movies

I had a great time with my friend last Sunday where we went for shopping in Toronto, China Town, and having Hong Kong style dinner. Also bought an Abercrombie shirts which im totally love it!! There was an expo in front of the Eaton Centre, where we took a shot with a cute Super Mario character. As we were heading to the mall, there was a girl offering us to join MAX Modeling Agency and asked us to fill up the form. She told us that it was an easy job and the wage was about $75 for 3 hours. It's a lot dude! And she said that they would call us for interview later. We still realized that we were engineering student. It was totally opposite for an engineering student to do modeling..Lol ! so maybe it would be fine if it was for a part time job but modeling as a permanent job is totally a big 'NO' for me. I'm still loyal with my engineering career=) As we knew we were not serious into it, thus we simply filled up the forms. But why not to give it a try for a part time job instead. But that was only if the agency want to hire a part time model which they did it occasionally i guess. So, we just gonna wait what will happen next =p

Once again a scary incident happened to me on that night. My friend decided to take a walk to go back to her home once the bus stopped near the campus. But my home was kinda far to go by walking. So, I decided to just stopped in downtown and took a bus from there. However, I suddenly changed my plan to follow my friend walking as I think it might be scary to stop in downtown all alone at night. My friend was already distance far from me, so i tried to run after her but she didn't hear me as she was on the phone. So, I just walked as usual as I felt tired of running. Then suddenly a loud honking came from a car far behind me on the road whereas I was walking on the side ways. After the honking, I saw a guy opened the window and started shouting at me with the word "Sexy". Huh it was so scary and i started running and shouting my friend's name out loud. She finally listened to me and I hugged her as it was quite shocking for me. Once again, the clothes I was wearing was not sexy at all! I'm not wearing short skirt or short either...Huh...i know it's just like when a guy seeing a girl, the word 'Sexy' would ever describe the girl spontaneously. Like seriously, walking alone at night was really dangerous and luckily there was my friend! Two is better than one=)

Kejadian Pelik

Nevermind..This time you win kid! =_=

Hari nie izinkan aku nak berbicara dalam bahasa ibundaku. Tadi aku tunggu bus untuk pegi ke campus sebab ade kelas masa tu. Cuaca agak mendung sebab hujan. Tapi xdelah lebat sangat..just renyai2 la kan..Tiba2 datang sorang budak mat saleh nie..maybe die dalam 12 years old camtula kot..die datang and senyum kat aku..Aku yang ketika itu ingatkan die nak tumpang shelter bus tu skali...yelah sebab hujan kan....so aku pon bergerak sket la ke dalam untuk kasi die space sket..Then tiba2 sedang aku nk bergerak ke dalam, die tros spray aku. Aku pon cam terkejut la gak sebab kejadian tu berlaku sungguh pantas sekali..Slalunye org guna spray especially for girls la untuk protect diri kan..mcm "paper spray" tu..Tapi kali nie terbalik kot..budak laki tu pulak spray aku...dahla aku x bersalah...huhu...Then aku agak cuak la..yelah ntah air ape yg die spray aku...ntah2 leh menghakis cm acid tu ke..Tapi tibe2 keluar aroma harum semerbak..Rupenye perfume kot...tapi bau mcm perfume lelaki la..Then lepas die spray aku, die cepat2 lari..Aku pon tengok la die lari ke arah mana..Then aku nampak belakang sebuah kereta ni ade sorang lagi budak tapi lebih tinggi dari die la..nampak cam besar sket..xtaw la abang die ke or kawan die kan..Then budak yg besar tu bukan main seronok die gelak2...kurang asam jawa btol la..Tengah2 hujan ade jugak org nak "prank" aku..Aku xdelah bengang sgt just sket jela sebab nasib baik die spray aku guna perfume...so tros cool down sket la kan..haha..haih x taw nape aku yg jadi mangsa die..datang kat aku buat muka cute (tapi memang cute pon la), senyum2 camtu then rupenye ade agenda lain..Lol..Aku rase incident nie cam lawak gak la sebab aku sendiri x taw pe function die nak spray aku..spray guna perfume pulak tu..kan buat membazir perfume die jek kan..hahaha. Orite tu cerita lawak + pelik untuk hari nie=D

Arghhh The Alarm is Ringing!

Mad when you need to wake up early?

Wake up early in the morning really a big trouble to most of us. Especially for most of the students, we prefer to stay up during the night and wake up late during the day. I have no idea why i couldn't sleep lately. Like today, I just slept at 4am and woke up at 5.45am for Subuh prayer. After that, I feel so fresh and couldn't sleep anymore. My stomach started to produce different melodies which I failed to recognize the music genre it was playing. So, I woke up and had a breakfast. Below are the effects that I can feel when I woke up early in the morning:

1) Feel so happy and fresh - Start my day with a smile =)
2) Stress free - Feel like no problem in life even i got a problem actually..
3) More energetic - Become more active and feel like wanna dance=p
4) More productive and positive thinking - Manage to think wisely and make good decision
5) Accomplish goal - having a spirit and excited to finish the work.

In contrast to wake up late during the day, below are the effects that i can feel usually:

1) Feel so stressful like hell - I don't know what's wrong with me actually..I think I'm not crazy.
2) Getting mad easily - When I stress, it's hard to control my madness!
3) Always think negative - Really lower my self-esteem!
4) Feel tired - Not energetic at all and fatigue...plus couldn't think at all!
5) Feel lazy to do work - Lack of motivation in myself.

Thus, I couldn't find any advantages of waking up late. All the effects are totally negative and bad for health. However, rising up early in the morning gives me a lot of advantages and clearly good for mind and body. Plus, it's a good start of the day! Try to do the experiment and you may experience all that by yourself=)

p/s: I found in one website saying that the NASA company has trained the workers to wake up early like 4am as they believe that by waking up early, it helps their workers to generate critical thinking. Therefore, it may help to increase business potential. Cool!

Mama, I love you!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY BELOVED MAMA!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND THANKS FOR EVERYTHING MAMA!

Sometimes, we as human tend to forget the most precious thing that we have in the world.
The one who raises me up since i was a small kid till now.
And if you realize, her words are all come true.
When she says "Don't", but we still do it, normally bad things will happen to us.
Because she, as a mother who gives us birth, has a gift that being given by God
in order to know which one is good and which one is bad for her children.
If only I listen to you mama, that thing won't happen to me.
And it makes me realize that,
'Listen to what mama says is always the best way that can lead to success in life'
She knows the best for me.
Forgive me Mama for disobeying you.
Thanks a lot mama...I appreciate all you did to me.
And you're the greatest mother in the world.
I love you, Mama!

Summer Class & Tragic Night

University Hall Building

Last Monday was the first day of my summer course. I couldn't believe that a lot of people were taking summer course as i saw many people in campus. I was taking communication studies and psychology as my elective subjects. The communication studies was the first class on Monday and it was interesting as I got the chance to learn something new rather than engineering skill. My prof, Dr.Savage was able to speak in Malay as he was married to Malaysian. His Malay pronunciation was very good and that's really impressed me. He just told to the class that in Malay, there were no tenses like past tense. He gave an example of "Saya Berjalan" and "I Walked". Not just that, he also gave the example for plural things in Malay such as "Girls" in English but "Perempuan-Perempuan" in Malay. He said that you just needed to repeat the word twice to show the things were plural in Malay and the class suddenly burst out laughing. Haha i know that they might think that the language was so weird but yet quite simple. And the prof also said that "shafferina" was a nice name=p Haha thanks prof as my name is given by my beloved mama:) I took another subject which was Psychology Studies and it was quite interesting to know more about human's thinking and feeling. The class was big and yet full of students. I love the class as the lectures are quite short and simple, thus I could go back early and didn't have to wait till almost 10pm. I finished my class at about 8.00pm and it was still bright outside as it was like 6.00pm in Malaysia. Day is usually longer than night for summer season. That's a little bit story about my first class=)

~ Move on to the scariest moment in my life ~

After the class, my friend and i went to William Coffee Pub to have some food for the dinner. I was having French Onion Soup and it tasted good with bread. We had talk like in Mamak's stall in Malaysia..sharing our problems and gossiping=p Then i went to my friend's house which was a walking distance from the campus. I stayed there for a while and finally had to go back home and the watch showed it was 1 am. I admitted that it was quite scary to walk home alone during night especially a girl. But I have to. By the time i was walking across the school near my house, i heard men voices just like they were talking. I thought it might come from the playground opposite the school but it was so dark over there and i couldn't see anything. I felt like i want to go back to my friend house but i realized that i shouldn't turn back as it clearly showed my scariness. So, i decided to continue walking. And suddenly I heard they were shouting,

"Hey sexy babe!"

Huh only God know what I feel at that time. All the bad things that were possible to happen are all in my mind at that time. I was alone and there were no people around that area if I really need help. I was wearing long sleeve cardigan with long jeans..and it was not sexy at all okay! I tried to pretend cool and walked fast but only me knew how quick my heart was beating. I heard they were talking to each other again and then they remained silent. I just prayed in my heart that God will save me. And alhamdulillah there was a car passed by and i felt much relief. Finally I reached my home and that was my last time in my lifetime to walk alone during the night. I'm not daring anymore and feel so grateful as I reached home safely.

Dear Diaries,

I'm Done

* Above are some random pictures in Thode's Library (Engineering Library)

Yeahhhhhh the final exam is finally done! =)

But the weird thing is I feel quite sad to leave the exam hall as it signifies the ending of my 2nd year in McMaster..Wow time fly so fast as i just feel like i just started the new semester. Summer break is about to start but not for me yet i guess. But before the summer course gonna start, let's celebrate and enjoy the holiday!;) During the exam week, Thode's Library was my 2nd home. Studying, eating, gossiping, laughing, testing Mac's webcam that produced freak pictures with friend- Those are the activities being done in Thode for about 3 weeks. Usually come back home at night and need to have dinner in campus. It costs $13 per meal for the halal terriyaki chicken with rice. "IceCap" my favourite cappocino drink and chocolate danish for tea break are not included. Eating in campus is really expensive. But due to exam week, that was the fastest food that i could get to fill my stomach. Don't care about money anymore..lol..Sometimes, i think that i'm addicted to drinks that contain caffeine like Nescafe and Ice Cap. Just one time i was having headache and felt much relief after drinking IceCap..I'm not sure what's going on with me..But it's not only me. My friend also experienced the same thing whenever she was having headache. Are we at the critical level?I hope not=p

Orite so what's the plan for the summer holiday?

Tomorrow's plan - Gonna have farewell party in TCBY ice cream restaurant! TCBY reminds me of my presentation about Probiotics for Chem 2G03 course last semester..huhu kinda sad to recall all the memories while being in 2nd year..but i'm having a great time and all the memories will never fade away from my memory forever=)

p/s: Can't wait for my shopping things to reach. Item status : Shipped. Let's wait 2 more days:)

Sweet Moment Plan

CN Tower in Toronto,Canada

Wohoo life becomes more exciting and wonderful..
Can't wait to treasure the rest...
Final is almost done..Got one more paper next week...
Then, Canada's Wonderland awaiting me..yeehaa!
But summer course gonna start soon...nvm study again for one month and gonna enjoy the long holiday;)
Plan to stop in UK and meet my adorable little cousins there..
Can't wait to go back to malaysia and spend time with all my cute friends..
gonna have "Cuti Cuti Malaysia" and some gathering later..
Pulau Tioman, Singapore, Genting Highland or Sunway Lagoon..yahooo!
Gonna make US visa and make a trip to US next winter break maybe...
Plan to travel to Orlando and wanna go to Harry Potter theme park..wohoo!
or Los Angeles would be fun too;)
One more thing which i miss so much is to celebrate Raya in mlysia..
miss my mom's rendang;)
Can't wait for all these to happen in my wonderful life=D

Teacher and Ex-Student Conversation

Ikutilah kisah perbualan seorang cikgu dan bekas muridnya di "facebook chat".

Cikgu : hiiii
Me : hye --------> (alamak my teacher laa?!!!)
Cikgu : ex student mrsm mersing ke u ni dulu??
Me : aah yup2..hehe
Cikgu : tahun bila spm?? kenal cikgu tak??
Me : spm tahun 2006 x silap...sure la sy knal
Cikgu : oic
Me : hehe
Cikgu : yeke...hehehhe..cikgu ajar tak???
Me : tapi rase mcm x penah blaja ngn cikgu dlu la
Cikgu : penah tak cikgu ajar??yeke...
Me : tak pernah raseneye..aah..jap
Cikgu : 2006 cikgu dah pindah pendang
Me : cikgu ajar bm kan?owh patotlah..
Cikgu : hehehehhe kimia le... ----> (alamak sorry cikgu..sy seyes x ingat..huhu)
Me : eh..haha..sorry2...sy lupe dh
Cikgu : dah besar anak murid cikgu.. huhuhu ----->(awww terharunye saya..hee)

---------Fb chat ter'offline' (x taw pe cter)---------

Cikgu ni even x penah mengajar aku tapi dari gaya die aku taw die mmg jenis friendly ngan student2nya..Nice and sporting teacher...Aku agak terkejut la ble tgk sekali cikgu aku yg tegur aku kat facebook chat..dah la x penah2 ckp ngn die sangat..agak cuak gak pada mulanya...and yg paling cool, the way he chat mmg macam cool gak..i mean the style..style chat sma jek mcm style kitorang yang remaja nie chat..haha..mcm aku kawan die la plak..lol..pape pon..aku syg kan cikgu2 aku kat mrsm mersing dulu...Jasa mereka mmg x dpt aku balas :)

Why So Suddenly???

Since yesterday, i just didn't know why suddenly my mind recalled me to "a person" . A person who once motivated me when i was about to lose hope. A person who made my life happy and cheerful everyday. Six years had past since the first time we knew each other. We lost contact after that..But why...why...why...my mind reminds me of you after six years! I'm not sure if you still remember me or still recognize me. Now, i found way to contact you back and thanks for my dearest friend who was helping me out. Really hope you will reply me back..Let's wait!

Reminder to myself!

13 days are just a blink of eyes. 24 hrs per day fly so fast. And when it reaches 12th April, a day of battling has just began. Without knowledge, skills and confidence, it's hard to win the war. Regret at the end is no use. And don't let the scariest dream happened again in life. Once is enough to make me realize. God has helped me a lot and I'm so grateful to Him. Sometimes we tend to forget Him when we feel happy and satisfied, but whenever we got problem, to Him we return and asking for His help. Yet, He still help us. Sometimes, I feel shy to Him for not being a good servant. Remember mom's and dad's advices. I feel so grateful to have them in my life. I don't want to see them sad and worried about me. Seeing them sad because of me is really hurt as they are my spirits that always cheer me up and my strength in life. I already half way to succeed. Past is past. Nothing could be changed. Two more years to graduate are not a long time. So do the best in the studies and aim what you want in life! Throw all the laziness in yourself away and anything that can destroy my future. Start studying now! Suffering now but enjoy the happiness later..yeahhh=)

L.O.V.E

Please forgive me!! I didn't mean to hurt you. Maybe it's not our destiny to be together. What i said was just to make you realized your fault. But then it turned out the other way. Let's leave it to God. Only Him can decide our end is. We gonna be together if that is our fate. If it's not, maybe we can be friend forever.

Today, i learned a lot about people attitude. Sometimes, the person looks so rough physically and the way he's dealing with people will make us imagine himself as "not a loving guy". But who knows far away in his heart, he is a very loyal and loving guy that will fight and go through whatever it takes to win someones that he loves. Deepest in his heart, he's not willing to lose the person that he loves so much. They will never show it in their appearances but only him and God know what's in his heart.

Sometimes, the person may look like he's not a trustworthy person as we heard a different stories about him from other people. When we ask him, he would speak out the truth about himself but never ever blame the people who tell bad story about him. When we ask him "Why??", he would say that just letting himself to know the truth would be enough. He doesn't care what people said about himself as long as he knows that he's on the right track.

When getting into serious relationship, you'll have a tendency to hurt other peoples' feelings. Imagine that if we have brothers or sisters at home, we don't want to see them hurt when getting into relationship. Think the same way when we're involved in the relationship. If we hurt people around us, the same thing may happen to our siblings at home. "What goes around, comes around" by Justin Timberlake is really karma in life. I do believe on that. EGO is another thing when it comes to relationship. Will you put aside your ego to get back the person that you really love? Just remember that egoistic will never fade away from yourself but losing someone that you really love will hurt you FOREVER!

p/s: This is the true story that I've been discovered in just one night. Thanks to them for making me realize. Don't judge a book by its cover is the famous quote that seems to be soooo true in life:)

Lab Lover

Again i hate the organic chemistry lab as i always confuse about the procedure of the experiment. But NOT ANYMORE. Today, i was so happy after the lab and everything was going fine. This time the experiment needed to do in pairs and I'm glad to have a cute and funny girl as my partner. Plus, the TA (teaching assistant) was so cute and nice. I think he inspired me to do well in that lab=p..My first experiment got some errors and i was kinda give up when i failed to get the wanted result. So, i just ignored the beaker and went back to my desk to reread the experiment even i didn't know what i was reading as i thought everything was alright and couldn't find the errors. Then, i saw the TA was stirring the liquid in my beaker at my back quietly and he seemed so care about that even i already lost hope to do that. Till the end i couldn't get the required product. So sad! And as i got my first lab report today, i was kinda suprised to see my mark as i didn't expect that. The TA is really kind .Because of the TA, i tend to like this lab so much and i will end up smiling whenever i'm going out from the lab room. I love to ask him questions as that's the only way i can talk to him..haha.. And today, he was smiling at me whenever i walked to find the stapler and once again his smile really killing me..haha..I like his style plus he was so cute and good looking. Love to see him laughing and he looks like a really really good guy.

"Therefore, the TA is very important in order to make you like the subject so much."
Is this statement valid?? You gonna decide that by yourself. lol~

Same Faces Everywhere

Last Friday - 15 Jan 2010
After finished the Chemistry class at 3.30pm, two of my friends and I went to the Campus Clinic just to make appointment for the seasonal flu shot. I just figured out that there was 'Bubble Tea' being sold in the campus near the Underground. That was one of my favourite drink with variety of flavours with tapioca bubble in it..Really nice i told u!! Then, at that place too, there were a lot of indoor games such as snooker and a lot more. Since there was no people there, my friends and I decided to play the pool. It was my first time to play it but it was so fun and i already learned how to play it..yeah, it was Friday and why not spending some time to have fun with friends after the busiest week! After we finished playing it, we were about to go home and on the way back, I just realized one guy which was my friend in Chem Eng. I was about to say hi to him but then he looked at the other side. Nvm, maybe he didn't realize me. Then, i met my housemates and i saw them sitting with that guy. So, i decided to join them. Then, the guy introduced himself to me and so did i. But inside my heart, i just so curious why he seemed like he didn't know me at all. Below are our conversation:

Me : Hey, have u done with the assignment?

Him: What assignment? U mean this assignment? ( showing me a paper about physics assignmt)

Me: (blur and weird face) Why u r doing physics assignment and not chem assignment? Ur taking double program?

Housemates : You should tell her (LOL)

Me: Tell what???

Him: Owh yeah, i'm not the one who was in Chem Eng. I was in Physics Eng. That was my twin!!

Me: (Unbelievable ) Owh really??? You guys are twin? Wow, i didn't know that!

Him: Yeah..a lot of time people that i didn't know suddenly talked to me..They must think that i was in Chem Eng too..hahaha

No wonder he just turned his face away when i was about to say hi to him. Luckily i didn't say hi in the first place.. or else it will be an embarrassing moment for me. My friend said that no wonder she saw this face everywhere..hahaha...they are really twin and it is very hard to differentiate which one is my friend or the twin as they have really same personality and styles. So, after this, i just don't dare to say hi to him as i'm afraid i got the wrong guy again;)