The Truth is Unveiled!

"Love cannot be forced, love cannot be coaxed and teased. It comes out of heaven, unasked and unsought."
— Pearl S. Buck

Alright now the true story comes! Love can't be forced. It comes by itself even during an unexpected time. You never ask for it to come. As in my earlier post entitled "You're thief of my heart" , actually my heart was not fully stolen. Maybe just a half of it. I realized I couldn't accept him more than friend. Since we've been friends since a long time, I looked him more as my best friend rather than a boyfriend. I felt that our relationship was more cheerful when we were friends. It was kinda hard to decide in this situation. Confessing the truth to him might leave him hurtful and on the other hand, kept pretending in the relationship, made me felt guilty and that was not fair to him either. Different views and lifestyles, made me felt stronger that we couldn't get along further. After several days, I decided to face this situation and let him knew the truth as that seemed the best for him and me. Telling him my decision did upset him so much. I admitted he treated me very nice, cheered me up when I was upset. I did appreciate that so much but I just a normal human being who couldn't get away from making mistakes in life. Life was indeed too short to regret. It happened and I couldn't lie to my own feeling forever. Alhamdulillah he did accept that decision finally after several days and we became friends as before again. Maybe we are destined to be best friend. Thank you for being my best friend forever! I do appreciate that so much. Sorry as I couldn't give you the happiness that you wish for and I hope you will find someone who can give you much better than I could...

Go Go McMaster Chem Eng!

McMaster University Engineering Official Logo:)

"Among Canadian universities, McMaster was ranked fourth in chemical engineering, fifth in computer science, sixth in electrical and electronic engineering, seventh in mechanical, aeronautical and manufacturing engineering, and eighth in civil engineering."

http://www.eng.mcmaster.ca/news/2011/world_university_rankings.html

Woooahhhh I'm so proud to read this! CHEM ENG is always the best! <3

Harga Seorang Wanita

P/s : I got this article from my friend and I would like to share it with my fellow readers:)

wanita....ibarat epal

epal yang sudah berguguran di tanah amat mudah diperolehi

ada kalanya masih boleh dimakan,

ada juga yang sudah busuk dimakan ulat

tetapi, epal yang amat sukar digapai, berada di puncak pokok

susah dipetik

susah digapai

kadang2 epal itu risau

"kenapa diriqu belum dipetik?"

lantas MERENDAHKAN martabatnya dan menggugurkan diri

jatuh ke tanah

sedangkan sebenarnya ALLAH telah jadikannya

begitu tinggi martabatnya sehingga tiada siapa yang berani

memetiknya sewenang-wenangnya.

hanya pemuda yang begitu HEBAT sahaja yang mampu,

berusaha dengan penuh kesabaran, tawakkal

yang akhirnya dapat memetik epal chantek tersebut~

P/S: To all women out there including myself, do appreciate ourselves because the dignities are priceless..harap kita dpt menjadi epal yg berada di puncak pokok tersebut dan bukannya yang gugur di tanah..

Exam Oii

Coffee is my best friend especially during exam season! =P

Exam oh Exam

Nobody likes exam

if you like it, means you're somehow abnormal..hehe

In 3rd year of chemical engineering life, it was the busiest life ever

since i lived 22 years on this earth

More projects, more assignments even though on the exam week itself.

Discussion and meeting everywhere made me felt like i was running a big business

seems like a very busy businesswoman and maybe the business level of the

business people lose to mine

yeahh that was my life before

Eating time, sleeping time, all became disordered

But it's gonna be sweet and memorable experience once you've done with all those things

I'm sure I'm gonna miss this student life.

And since I've been super busy with the projects and assignments

Once they were all done

I felt much relief and believe it or not

I think i'm gonna start loving exams since all you have to do is study!

No assignments, no meetings, no datelines, no classes

So i think i might be one of the abnormal people :P

Good Luck to my beloved readers who have exams as well!

Let's hit all the papers off! :D

Congratz to My Boy!

My little brother is wayyy taller than me even it can't be seen here!=)

Congratulations to my beloved brother for winning the English Debate Competition

and receiving The Best Debater Award!

Your sister is very proud of you! Yes I do...

Wishing you all the best for the coming SPM

and hope all your wishes come true :)

Miss you and love u so much! <3

Hug and kisses from your beloved sister xoxoxo~

You're a thief of my heart!

3rd April 2010 gonna be a very special day for 'us'

I was 'a single lady' for almost a year and a half

and today i just end up my single stage of life

I couldn't believe myself being single for that quite a long time

But yeah I always wait for my prince charming to come into my life

But then prince charming is just a character in Disney

I have to go back to reality

and nobody perfect!

Your patience all this while made me respect of you

At first, I just thought we were just best friend

But ever since you didn't online for quite a long time

I realized like I was searching for you

Whenever I had problems or something to say

I remembered you

I was puzzled at first thinking whether I was missing you

I tried to deny and ignore the feeling

but day after day it became stronger

Till the moment you made me felt so touched

and since then I realized we kinda need each other

Thanks for not giving up to win my heart!:)

Hope we're always happy together!

I love you!