New Year 2009

Nampaknye Tahun Baru kali ni aku hanye celebrate kat rumah Atiqah jek coz outside there is very cold..the temperature is about -18 degree...most of my friends are going to Parliament to celebrate the New Year..but i think i cant make it in the cold condition..better i just celebrate it at home with my best friend..this year i celebrate the New Year in Ottawa. Wish for this New Year, let me the only one who knows it:)

Happy New Year 2009 everybody!!!!

Dinner with Malaysian Student Department (MSD)

on the way balik

ape kene ngn afian tu?

dinner bersama Puan Zalillah

my girl friends

the boys with Puan Zalillah

mereka lagi

me & Faris (both ex- mrsm mersing)

me & atiqah

in the limousine...terasa mewah jap..hehe

Apa itu erti cinta?

ini la CinTa.....Ada Seorang Gadis Buta,Semue Org Bencikan Dia.Kecuali kekasihnya yang setia,Gadi Tersebut Selalu Memberi Tau Kekasihnya "Saya Akan Mengawini Awak Jika Saya Dapat Melihat.....Pada Suatu Hari ada orang telah mendermakan matanya kepada Gadis itu...Namun apabila gadis tersebut dapat melihat dia merasa amat terkejut kerana kekasihnya itu seorang yang buta juga.,,,,Lalu kekasihnya berkata.."sudikah awk berkahwin dgn saya sekarang? "....Namum gadis itu telah menolak pelawaan oleh kekasihnya itu.....Lalu kekasihnya senyum dan lalu pergi dari situ dan berkata....."TOLONG JAGA MATA SAYA BAIK2 ".......fahamilah Masej nie...Adakah Anda Faham Apa Itu Erti CINTA .........

Nothing is impossible with the God's help

"Life is not a destination but a journey"...that was what my best friend said to me whenever i felt like this life was meaningless when i knew that i failed the subject. I couldn't accept that as i never fail in my whole life before this since i was in kindergarten until now. And one more important reason was i didn't want to hurt my parents. They had sacrificed a lot for me and i didn't want to disappoint them. I cried and cried till my tears dropped no more. I felt so grateful as i got to know with a friend who always gave me hope and advice which helped me to be a strong girl again. He said that i was not supposed to give up as failing was not the worst thing in life. He taught me how to be a good student in that subject and said that he always be by myside whenever i need his help. i felt so touched by all his words and decided that i should not give up. I prayed to God wishing that the mark wasn't right and of course i couldn't stop crying and decided to email my lecturer asking about the marks. After 2 days, he replied my email and guess what????

Yahooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The mark was wrong and he apologised for his mistakes and will correct it later. He asked me not to be worried as I'm not fail. I cried at that moment as i felt like it was a miracle from Allah. Thankful to Him!!!! So nothing was impossible with the God's help and i learnt a lot of lesson from that incident.

Lawak 3

Temuduga

Ali pegi interview kerja sebagai setiausaha. Bila pengurus nampak dia dengan pakaian yang tak kena konsep dan juga rambut yang berwarna belang putih dan emas, dalam hati dia mula membentak; "Argghhh! Orang macam ni pun ada!".Tapi apa-apapun dia kena interview juga si Ali ni. Jadi dia pun tanyalah Ali, "Kalau awak dapat buat ayat dalam bahasa Inggeris dengan menggunakan perkataan yang saya bagi, saya rasa awak ada peluang untuk kerja ni! Perkataan-perkataan nya ialah GREEN, PINK, YELLOW, BLUE, WHITE, PURPLE dan BLACK!".Jadi Ali pun berfikir sejenak dan kemudian menjawab... "I hear the phone GREEN, GREEN... GREEN..., then I go and PINK up the phone, I say YELLOW...BLUE' s that? WHITE did you say? Aiya...! wrong number la... Don't PURPLEy disturb people and don't call BLACK, ok? Thank you."Lepas tu pengurus tu terus pengsan!!

tamat...

Lawak 2

Malunya Saya!!
Saya dilahirkan didalam sebuah keluarga yang besar. Ibu bapa saya tidaklah sekaya mana tapi masih mampu menyara hidup kami. Saya mempunyai 12 adik-beradik. Saya anak ke 8 dan sudah meningkat menjadi gadis sunti. Abang dan kakak saya semuanya berjaya dalam hidup mereka tetapi bila sampai turn saya, saya seolah-olah memalukan ibubapa saya. Apa boleh buat. Sebenarnya saya ni cacat, tak cantik dan hitam pulak tu. Dan lebih teruk lagi saya mempunyai penyakit malu yang amat sangat. Saya malu nak berhadapan dengan masyarakat, malu dengan adik beradik malah malu yang amat dengan mak abah. Memang malulah hidup saya nih. Hinggakan nak tengok muka saya di cermin pun malu yang amat. Kalau jalan saya pasti menunduk, menunjukkan malunya saya pada tahap kronik. Apatah lagi berhadapan masyarakat, rasa macam nak pakai topeng je. Tapi mak abah selalu marahkan saya, mereka kata saya tak mensyukuri nikmat tuhan. Tapi malu tu kan anugerah tuhan juga.Disebabkan mak dan abah dah fedap, maka mereka merancang untuk mengahwinkan saya. Apa lagi, meraung la saya. Saya ni kan malu yang amat dasyat. Macam mana nak berhadapan dengan suami pulak nanti? Dah la saya cacat, hitam ditambahkan dengan sifat malu yang menebal, macam mana saya nak hadapi semua tu?Hari ni saya nekad, saya musti berjumpa abah untuk menghalang perkahwinan saya. Apa nak jadi, jadilah!!

"Abah kan tahu yang saya ni malu nak berjumpa orang ramai. Lagi abah mahu saya kawin dengan orang lain. Abah tak berperasaan ke?" Tempik aku penuh semangat.

"Apa yang kau nak malukan sangat?" Tanya abah saya serius.

"Laaa.. abah tak nampak ke, saya ni kan ke cacat, hidung panjang, hitam pulak tu, gemuk lagi. Malu la saya macam ni." balas aku penuh keyakinan.

"Woi anak durhaka, kau tau tak kenapa hidung kau panjang, hitam dan gemuk, kau tau tak kenapa? Sebab kau tu tapir. Tapir memang la muka macam tu. Tapir atau nama saintifiknya cipan adalah spesis kau!! paham tak tapirrrrr!!!

"Lerr...tapir ke saya ni? Patut la saya malu amat sangat. Tapir rupanya saya ni. Ingatkan saya cacat semualajadi. Itulah dia kalau talau tak rajin menanya. Bodoh sungguh saya sampai ke tulang.

MORAL: kenalilah diri anda. Janganlah menapirkan diri anda walau dimana jua anda berada.

Lawak 1

Ceritaku
Pada suatu hari Ahmad dan rakan karibnya, Hassan, pergi memancing kat sungai.Dalam bosan-bosan menunggu ikan, Ahmad berkata,
Ahmad: aku ada satu cerita.
Hassan: cerita ape?
Ahmad: nanti kalau aku bercerita, kau kena ikut perkataan belakangnya, boleh?
Hassan: yela...Ahmad pun memulakan ceritanya...
Ahmad :satu hari aku pergi memburu.
Hassan : memburu.
Ahmad : aku masuk ke dalam hutan.
Hassan : hutan.
Ahmad : tiba-tiba aku rasa nak terberak.
Hassan : berak.
Ahmad : aku berlari ke semak.
Hassan :semak.
Ahmad : aku pun berak.
Hassan : berak.
Ahmad : satu hari yang lain aku pergi memburu lagi.
Hassan : lagi.
Ahmad : aku pergi ke tempat yang aku berak dulu.
Hassan : dulu.
Ahmad : aku lihat tahi aku sudah tak ada.
Hassan : ada.
Ahmad : aku pun tertanya-tanya.
Hassan : tanya.
Ahmad : siapa makan tahi aku?
Hassan : aku....
ade lagi...

Stupid Jokes;P

BOY : May I hold your hand?GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.________________________________________GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!BOY : You love me...________________________________________GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??BOY : Sure, what's your phonenumber??_____________________________________________ __GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiestcouple_______________________________________________GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.BOY : Don't you ever want toimprove??____________________________________________ __BOY : I love you and I could die for you!GIRL : Howsoon??______________________________________________BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!GIRL : Yes, but would you staythere??______________________________________________SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of hismouth._______________________________________________ _____________MAN : You remind me of the sea.WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?MAN : NO, because you make mesick._______________________________________________ ____________WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of themouth._______________________________________________ _____________________________MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter?PETER : A bit of both. I think you're prettyugly.________________________________________________ _____________________________Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?"Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list againyesterday"._____________________________________ ________________________________________Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?"Pupil : "The moon".Teacher : "Why?"Pupil: "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun givesus light only in the day time when we don't needit".____________________________________________ ____________________________________Teacher : What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?"Pupil : "Ateacher"._______________________________________ ______________________________________Wait er : "Would you like your coffee black?"Customer : "What other colors do youhave?________________________________________________ ________________________________Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !"Sam : "It's a family tradition".Teacher : "What do you mean?"Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher".Teacher : "What about your mother?"Sam : "She's awoman"._________________________________________ _______________________________________Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?"David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performancerepeated".______________________________________ __________________________________________Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?"Student : "Brotherlylove".__________________________________________ ______________________________________Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?"Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a goodcook".__________________________________________ ______________________________________Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?"Doctor: "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of tenpeople die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I'vetreated. The others alldied".__________________________________________ ______________________________________Teacher : "Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the sametime."__________________________________________ ______________________________________Teacher: "George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree,but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn'tpunish him ?"One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."

Andai Orang yg Tersayang pergi....

Mak..Mak Tau Tak?..Mak terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari...dah hampir 10 bulan mak pergi...rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan...sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi ni....mak tau tak...itulah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter dewasa.dan itu juga kali terakhirnya...emm..rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pegi jauh..nak tinggalkan anak2 mak ..nak tinggalkan dunia fana ni..mak macam dah sedia..seminggu sebelum tu,mak dah anyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai..akak kata sampai pagi mak anyam tikar tu..tanpa rasa mengantuk,tanpa rasa letih..kakak pun hairan..mak tak pernah buat gitu..pastu mak pasang radio kecil d sebelah mak..tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran siam...kekadang siaran indonesia..mak terus tekun menganyam..rupanya tikat yang telah mak siapkan tu digunakan untuk mengiringi mak ke kubur..pastu mak basuh tangga rumah bersih2..pastu mak jemur karpet dan yang paling menarik sekali mak kabo kat mana suma duit dan barang kemas mak..ada kat almari..ada kat dalam beg..ada kat dalam gulung tikar...masa tu mak perasan tak??kiter gelak sakan bila mak kabo duit kat gulung tikar..kiter kata mak pesen lama la..mak cuma gelak juga emmmm...bahagianya saat itu..Mak..hari tu hari sabtu pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 sakit perut..bila malam tu kiter sampai dr KL..mak dah dalam kesakitan. Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk mak tetap tak mahu pegi hospital..tapi kiter berkeras juga pujuk..nanti di hospital ada doctor.. ada ubat untuk mak..kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..mak tetap tak mahu pergi hospital…mak memang degil..tak salah anak mak yang sorang ni pun ikut perangai mak..tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak yang semakin teruk..kami adik-beradik sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital..kami sayang mak..kami tak mau mak sakitkami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital..ampunkan kami mak..Mak..Malam tu abang bawa mak ke hospital dan itulah pertama dan terakhir mak naik kereta kiter..Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak bila kiter kata kiter nak beli kereta..Mak asyik tanya cukup ker duit..kiter jawap pula..kalau tak cukup mak kan banyak duit..Mak gelak ajer..Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai.. mak buat kenduri kesyukuran..Dan kiter masih ingat lagi…Bila kiter eksiden terlanggar India naik motor…Punya kita takut….kiter warning kat akak jangan sesekali kabo kat mak..Bila balik saja kampong kita cecepat simpan kereta dlm garaj..Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kiter kemek..mak Tanya kenapa?Selamba bodo jer kiter jawap terlanggar pokok bunga..Mak..Tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau..Maafkan kiter mak,sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar..Mak kiter tipu mak kan.. ampunkan kiterr..Mak..Jam 4.30 pagiBila tiba aje kat hospital..nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih..Mak mesti mak nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital..Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak..Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak..Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut tu..Mesti mak nampak semua tu kan..kan…kanMak tau tak..pagi tu balik dr hospital jam 5.20 pagi..kiter memandu dalam keadaan separuh sedar..Adik d sebelah diam melayan perasaan..Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ni..Jalan di depan rasa semakin kelam..Airmata dah tak mampu di tahan..Masa tu seandainya apa2 terjadi di jalan tu kiter rela..Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga..Disebabkan pagi masih awal jadi jalan tu lengang..Kosong.. sekosong hati ini…Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar suasananya..Terasa syahdu dan sayu gitu..dingin..Mak..Jam 11.00 pagi mak dimandikan..Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak dimandikan..Mak mesti rasa betapa lembutnya kami menggosok seluruh tubuh mak…Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan-lahan..Mak perasan tak?Mak cik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter..dia kata ‘dik jgn nangis kalau sayangkan mak,jangan buat gitu..jangan nangis ya’Bila mak cik tu kata gitu..lagila laju airmata ni tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas makMak..Sebelum muka mak ditutup buat selama2nya..Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak..menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir..Semua org kata mak seolah2 senyum..Mak rasa tak kiter sentuh dahi makKiter rasa sejuk sangat dahi mak..Kiter tak mampu cium mak..kita tak daya..Airmata kiter tak bole tahan..Jam 12.00 tengahari mak diturunkan dari rumah…Kaki kiter terusa lemah..dunia terasa berputar2…tiba2 kiter rasa gelap..Jam 5.00 petang..Bila kiter terjaga kiter rasa kepala berdenyut2Badan terasa panas..mata semakin kecil…Mak..anak mak demam mak…Mak tau Cuma kiter sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan…Akak kata kiter pengsan..Terkilan..terkilan sungguh..Kenapa kiter lemah?Kenapa anak mak yang lain tak gitu?Kenapa adik boleh bertahan?Mak..Hari2 kiter lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi..Begitu terasa kehilangan mak..bole kata setiap malam..Selepas maghrib anak mak ni berendam airmata..Dah bila sampai satu tahap..masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib..Selepas kiter baca yassin..entah kenapa kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak..lepas tu apa lagi..Semakin kiter tenung semakin rasa sayu…Tangisan tak dapat dibendung..Mak tahu kiter cuba bertahan..memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda..Kiter rasa nak telefon mak …Nak cakap dengan mak..Mak..gilakah anak mak ini?Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan kiter telefon kampong..Kiter cakap dengan kakak…kiter nangis lagi…Puas kakak pujuk kiter…Akak kata..`tak baik la nangis aje..doala untuk mak..nanti kalau gini aje,mak yang susah kat sana..’Dan akhirnya akak pun nangis..Agaknya mak nampak kan adegan tu…Sebab malam jumaat kata org roh balik rumah..Mengharapkan sedekah anak2nya…Mak tau tak..Di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati..Rasa nyilu sangat..Menusuk hingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni…Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma..Hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan..Cukupla sampai sini dulu..Kiter rindu mak..Warkah ni dihasilkan oleh Lajnah penerbitan jawatankuasa Surau Al-Irfan Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan sesi 03/04…Hayatilah…amat menyentuh..

The Long Journey to Succeed

These are all the pictures from KLIA-Frankfurt Airport-Toronto Airport:)

McMaster University (My Mac)

My floormates Woodstock Hall (Christmas Theme)

me in the garden

Malaysian Students in McMaster University

Our Engineering Building

Residence

McMaster Museum Art

after snowing last night

John Hodgins Engineering Building

Engineering Van

Orientation Week 2008

Toronto- winter break

Finally, i finished my exams on Tuesday and yeah maths was finally over! But of course i gonna face it again next year..We decided to go to Toronto just to have some fun shopping. Ya that's the girls' hobbies and it really exciting! Unfortunately, we had a wrong train and the train stopped at Bloor. But we didn't know that we already lost and trying to find the Eaton Centre..we were carying one big luggage and two small luggage with us..erm the people around us must be wondered so much 'where these two girls gonna be with all the bags in this busy city?'...finally we decided to ask people and the woman said that we supposed to get the train to Queen and not Bloor..so we needed to return to the train station to go to Queen..As we reached in Eaton Centre, we lost once again as we couldn't find our hotel which the price was quite reasonable for us as students..The day was getting darker and i walked alone in the city just to find the hotel while my friend looked after all the luggage. I foundt cc and paid $3 to used the internet just to search the hotel's map. It made me felt so scared...As i got in i can see a big guy sleeeping on the chair while the computer was on..a few minutes after that, there was a boy coming down from the upstairs and he was so angry as the computer was stucked and yet the owner still charged him the $3..it was so scary and i quickly leave the cc..However we still didn't find the hotel and finally we stayed at Days Hotel..the hotel was not bad.$100 per night and free wireless usage..but we could only stay for a night as we didn't have the credit card. So, we had to move to Metropolitan Hotel which was quite expensive for student i thought. It was $150 per night but it's ok..we didn't want to burden anybody even we had a friend staying there.We used to be so close long time ago but not for now..sometimes i think what my mom and grandmother said was true.."Kawan ramai semasa kita suka, tapi hilang semasa kita duka." It's ok..i believe what comes around goes around...what u give,u get back...but of course i still love the last friendship we had built.Finally, we departed to Ottawa after two days in Toronto and the experience had tought me a lot of lessons. We know that we can survive even without the boys:p
And of course i have met a lot of people with different attitude and teaches me to be more confident and independent.