Be Strong In Life

Studying in overseas is so challenging to me.One thing that i cannot avoid is the feeling of homesick. Even i already had 6 years experience studying far away from home since i was in Form 1, but yet i still fail to get rid of that feeling. I was too close with my parents and i remembered them every second of my life. Furthermore, the university's life over here is quite tough and so competitive. Sometimes it makes me feel much worry if i don't study for a day. And the most important thing is i don't want to disappoint my parents. Mama and Papa dah banyak berjasa kat aku dan aku nk balas semua jasa2 mereka dengan membuatkan mereka happy dengan result ku. At this moment, i missed my parents and my bf so much..being here membuatkan aku jadi lebih kuat dan tabah..there are all different characters of human here..and it makes me feel so annoying...whenever i being hurt, sometimes i know that i'm not too strong and of course i will end up crying..but one thing that i always keep in my mind is i'm here to achieve success and i'm here not to think about all the ridiculous things that just wasting my time...i have almost everything and now my mission is just to focus on my studies.i have a very good bf and i know i have to follow his style that always lead him to succeed. I'm very grateful to have a very great bf and also lovely parents..i think i should always follow Donald Trump's rules which is just kick their ass and treat them as your competitors...don't ever bother about them and just think about yourself as they won't give you any good for your future but they actually ruin your future..so don't you ever let them to ruin your future...i know i don't have to rely on them as they are my competitors here..they hurt me so that they can win in this battle..but i think they're wrong...i don't want to care anything about them anymore and i know i should love myself more. Don't make myself sad and hurt because of that silly things..They will be happy to see you sad because finally you're getting hurt after what they've done..so dont you ever lost with all that jerk...be strong Reen and be like your boyfriend who doesn't care whatever people want to talk about him and that finally give him success..be happy always and you gain nothing whenever u feel sad..so what for to be sad????just be happy and enjoy your life as the challenges in life make it becomes more interesting and there are a lot of suprises waiting for u in the future..so remember what Aunty said to me before i flied.."Just go through all that and don't think much about it"....and that is really true...and i also wanna thank Ibrahim, my best friend who always be by my side when i feel sad.I hope he will meet somebody that is able to make him happy for the whole life..."Life is challenging and that makes our lives more interesting.Be strong to face all that challenge and just kick ass of all the people that make you hurt.